You love the things I say I'll do, the way I hurt myself again just to get back at you

[girlanachronism]

Being on trial at a new job is terrible. It sucks the joy out of everything, cos you're always worrying. I'm not a worrying type person. What I do is I procrastinate and then I panic. That's an entirely different way of doing things. And then at least you have the post-terror adrenalin rush.

Enough complaining.

Anyway, if anyone needed proof that fandom has invaded my life and taken root in my brain in cruel and unusual ways, I was watching an adaptation of Sense and Sensibility on TV and found myself mentally casting it with fakenews people, and then got irrationally frustrated when I couldn't make up my mind. And then got calmed down again by David Morrisey's patented Best Small Sad/Resigned Smile In the World.

I considered Jon and Stephen as the two sisters, because the dynamic works, but then I couldn't find someone to be Stephen's Colonel Brandon. Hmmm. Who is Brandon-ish? Besides, I don't like splitting up Stephen/Jon. CONUNDRUM.

So yeah, that's what goes on in my head. o.O


In other news... I finally finished some of the Top Fives requested of me, which I present as secondary proof of my complete surrender and submission to fandom. oni_butterfly jumped on it with requests about favourite Bugles, drinks and animal pics, and then my fave OTP's, which almost blew my tiny mind and I had to split into two parts. Then iamashamed asked for my top five Jon/Stephen moments, and finally my dear emiime wanted to know why chekov/Sulu is so totally canon.

Comments

[iamashamed.livejournal.com]

Aww, so sorry about your job<3 *hugs*

LOL, dude, fandom takes over my life as well. Every Coldplay song I hear, I can connect with Jon/Stephen fics, because I heard them while reading:/ Or other romantic songs as well. I mean, omg.